Archive for January, 2011

January 15, 2011

short thought in form

by jhon baker

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 I would die
if my
wife did.
tho she does not
believe me, I
fear it is honest.
or –
A disagreement of sorts
I would die,
pass from physical life, cash in, check out,
croak, decease, meet my demise, my maker,
go, depart, drop out, expire, kick it, kick in,
pass away, kick off, peg out, pip, pop off, become extinct,
annihilated, silenced, fall to the long sleep,
snuff it, snuff out, perish, succumb, swelt, go to my fathers ,
breathe my last, shuffle off this mortal coil, give up the ghost,
kick the bucket, cash out my checks, meet my end,
toes up, tits up, push daises,  fail to exist, cease thriving
if my wife did.
tho she does not believe me, I
fear it is honest.
 – Hoc Scripsi
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January 13, 2011

I’ve been busy

by jhon baker

Writing mainly and playing around with this really cool sporterized 03-A3, it’s in nearly perfect condition and I have the opportunity to buy it for a little more than half its worth. I am still unsure though as I have a perfectly serviceable 30.06 and I don’t really need it. But what is need anyway?
I’ve been writing an expanded version of my nigger post and think I’ve finally finished it. I am almost perfectly happy with it and it is looming on the screen, waiting for the moment in which it gouges out my eyeballs and renders my iPod useless as it becomes mired in my blood. Or maybe that is going too far.

I don’t think I’ve checked anyone’s blog in two days and probably will not get to it tonight. I can only hope that the world hasn’t changed so much that going back to read the entries would be impossible.
You never know.

this is largely uninspired and as where I really want to make it interesting and publish more on this blog than I have been in the past months – fuck it. I am going to bed.

January 11, 2011

only sleep eases pain

by jhon baker

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only sleep eases pain
pain defines.
joy, happiness, collusion
love even distrust,
having dreams, night terrors, delusions.
all are unknown in entirety.
“how perfectly goddamned delightful it is
to be sure.”
every moments considered
length is by pains
varying degree.
 – Hoc Scripsi
January 10, 2011

on being a father

by jhon baker

If you don’t want to throw your kid out the window once in a while – then you are doing something wrong.

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