I can sleep in sunlight,
natural light,
but not artificial light.
no matter how an artificial day attempts to be
my body prefers the heavens radiation.
May 4, 2011
sunlight.
January 15, 2011
short thought in form
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I would die
if my
wife did.
tho she does not
believe me, I
fear it is honest.
or –
A disagreement of sorts
I would die,
pass from physical life, cash in, check out,
croak, decease, meet my demise, my maker,
go, depart, drop out, expire, kick it, kick in,
pass away, kick off, peg out, pip, pop off, become extinct,
annihilated, silenced, fall to the long sleep,
snuff it, snuff out, perish, succumb, swelt, go to my fathers ,
breathe my last, shuffle off this mortal coil, give up the ghost,
kick the bucket, cash out my checks, meet my end,
toes up, tits up, push daises, fail to exist, cease thriving
if my wife did.
tho she does not believe me, I
fear it is honest.
– Hoc Scripsi
January 11, 2011
only sleep eases pain
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only sleep eases pain
pain defines.
joy, happiness, collusion
love even distrust,
having dreams, night terrors, delusions.
all are unknown in entirety.
“how perfectly goddamned delightful it is
to be sure.”
every moments considered
length is by pains
varying degree.
– Hoc Scripsi
January 1, 2011
the 1st, after bed and now, against my will, awake
holy shit – it’s Saturday. I truly believed it was Monday and I was prepared to go to the doctors. got my coat, hat and new gloves – poured a to-go cup of joe and hugged my son goodbye – then my wife asked where I was going.
okay, she laughs beautifully, even when it is at my expense. I love her laugh so I can’t be mad, only confused. Also a little peeved as the appointment was the only reason I got out of bed at all.
The great advantage of using cell phones is that I can turn it off when I want to not be bothered. The unfortunate side of that is I forget I shut it off or I just allow it to wane its battery until death and forget all about the fact that I have the bugger. It never occurs to me that no one calls, it never occurs to me that I should call other people.
I’ll never forget the furling flags
above fire escapes
outside the walk-ups
of downtown Chicago
the platitudes of willful resemblance 